Feeling unsettled once again. There is one certainty in life and that’s JESUS ~ He loves me , died for me, forgives me when I confess, and strengthens me each day. Life can get messy and plans often fall through. There are always expectations; some we have of ourselves , some others impose on us. There are many ways to accomplish things but what is the best way? I’m at a point in life that I don’t want to try to MAKE things happen. I don’t want to FORCE things. I can be stubborn and “find a way”— that’s all good. Nothing wrong with determination. However I’m beginning to realize that taking things out of focus and trying to “make it work” is making me feel unsettled. It’s not about me! It’s about giving Glory to God. If God wants me to accomplish something, I’m praying He gives me discernment and open doors.

I was told recently in order to market my book “Rooted by the Water” I need to speak to groups. It was mentioned that social media isn’t a great way to get customers. I was encouraged to do things in person. In all honestly, I’m like “Hello”…. I can’t see well enough to drive nor do I hear well enough to talk on the phone. Sure, I cam speak to groups. I’ve done it before BUT it’s un-nerving. Imagine walking into an office to speak to someone, well first… lets back up. I’ve got to get the appointment, get there, find the office. I have to get close to signs because I can’t see from a distance. So I’m unsettled before I even get there, then to tell my story! Lord come on, do you really want me to do this? I’m willing, yes! I can do things with God’s help. It blows my mind how I rely on Him daily.

I recall a time years ago when I taught a sign language class at Fort Mill Church of God. I was shocked at how many people showed up for the first class. So while keeping a calm and collected outer appearance I was asking God HOW I was going to pull that off. I remember passing out something and walking by the rows of people who had showed up for class. I said “Lord I’m going to need to be able to “see” what they are signing! Help!” God did help! He did strengthen me to get through that period of time teaching. The class got lots smaller as people realized it takes time and practice to learn a new language. The smaller class was much more doable. God knows and God worked it out.

So today, I’m going to focus on Praising the Lord while all the uncertainties swarm around. I’m going to focus on the WAY MAKER! MIRACLE WORKER! PROMISE KEEPER! LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS! THAT’S MY GOD! When I’m unsettled yet choose to sit at His feet and just Be Still and Praise Him, I know He will work all things according to His perfect Will.

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