It’s been 11 days since I last posted a blog. In five years of blogging, I’m not sure if I’ve ever gone that long without sharing something. It wasn’t because I didn’t have anything to share. Last week I started some notes to use but just wan’t “feeling it”. There are times when silence is a good thing. That’s been me lately, just pondering, thinking and praying. As I’ve been studying the book of James in the New Testament of the Bible, the Lord has shown me a few things. I love the book of James. He doesn’t hold back but gets right to the point from the very second and third verses. “Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.”James‬ ‭1‬:‭2‬-‭3‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) (Emphasis mine)

Jame’s starts heavy, doesn’t he? I’ll confess to struggling with struggles. So last week as I continued studying James I took a look inside. Self inventory or assessment. I asked myself, “Is my faith visible?” Do my words (spoken or typed), actions, thoughts, motives…etc are they done in love and obedience to God? Why did I ask myself these things? Because faith is active. It’s done in love and obedience to the Lord. James 2;26 comes to mind: “Just as the body is dead without breath, so also faith is dead without good works.” (NLT‬‬).

I’m in a new season right now that I haven’t been in before. There was a time when I was doing too much: intense Bible study on my own, leading a Bible study (I had to memorize large portions because of my low vision), volunteering, not to mention dealing with vision and hearing limitations and mana going our household. The thing is, when I’m busy I don’t have as much time to “think”. The mind is a battlefield and managing thoughts no small task. Ron said last week, “You look depressed”. I responded, “How can I not be? There are struggles everywhere I turn.” Being in the house so much can be depressing. I felt the Lord gently correct me. You can bloom where you are, be fruitful in the little things. Get out of that pit of despair and do those chores you don’t feel like doing. Be joyful in this time. My timing is perfect. Okay Lord! I hear you!

There was another thing God spoke to my heart about last week. Not taking offense. Surely I’m not the only one. It dawned on me that taking offense can be a form of pride. Hear me out. When we take offense, we think our stance is right. I don’t do that a lot but I do occasionally do that with my husband. For the most part it is due to miscommunication, which by the way is no joke. (If you can hear and communicate well with your spouse, count yourself fortunate.) Sometimes I respond to what I “think” he said. We’ve been doing this thing called married life for 32+ years. In the beginning I looked at it like a game of “Wheel of Fortune”. You know, you get a few letters and you fill in the blanks. Well…. A fun positive spin on life sure does help. So you see, It’s quite human to take offense when you’re constantly misunderstanding something. The Lord had me to apologize and hubby appreciated that.

This morning I went to church with my friend Amy. The worship and the message were so good for my “dry bones”. The worship was soothing and tears began to fall. A good refreshing cleanse. Don’t get me started on the person playing the piano. Oh my goodness. I’ve known him for years and he can bring the most beautiful music out of a piano. The message encouraged me to fight til the finish. 2 Timothy 4:7 says, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful.”‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) We must be faithful to keep our eyes on Jesus and not the struggles. Just like James said in the verse towards the beginning of this blog, consider those troubles an opportunity for great joy. Joy? Yes Joy! How? Truly, only by the grace of God. He can help us see struggles from a Heavenly perspective where we are being refined to reflect the image of Jesus. So stay the course. Keep up the good fight. Sometimes I will joke around with my husband when there are struggles. I’m like, “Here we go! Round 5…. Ding ding!“ He just laughs.

I never want my life to be just lip service (or empty words). I want people to see Jesus when they see me in public or in the car or ever at home. While people don’t see those “at home” scenes, God surely does. There is an old worship chorus I remember from years ago. It went like this: Praise you…Praise you… let my life O Lord, Praise you. That’s my hearts desire. As we start a new week tomorrow, let’s remember God is with us. He goes before us, He follows us. He lays His hand of blessing on our heads. (See Psalms 139:5) Stand tall and bloom in those struggles. God gets the glory and that’s where our purpose in life comes in….living for the Glory of God.

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