What do you SEE?

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Recently on social medial I asked the following question: What do you see? I was born with my visual problem but it has worsened over time. Imagine spending most of your life thinking you were born with a birth defect to both your optic nerves, and according to doctors, I was. However, the doctor said it would not get worse. He said as I naturally aged they would be able to get it back to my “normal”. (I guess with glasses. ) His theory was wrong. The struggle is real. I haven’t been to the eye doctor in years because it’s a waste of my time. Other than five eyelid surgeries, they have never been able to help at all. (I discovered later that one procedure was not even appropriate.) I am a slow reader and the font has to be zoomed in large. I see some of the letters in a word but not all of them. I recognize people by shape, size and hair color. Lighting is important because it helps me to see whats there. It is a very odd thing and no doctor has ever tried to figure it out.

Last Sunday I went to Central Church with a good friend. Central is “home”. It’s where I can actively participate in worship and understand the message through a sign language interpreter. (Why other churches don’t offer this, I’ll never understand.). Yes, for those who might be reading my blog for the first time, I’m also hearing impaired. Back to my question…. I mentioned possibly blogging on the topic but also shared pieces of this to gleam some feedback. My friend was telling me the expressions on faces on the stage. We were sitting in the first pew. I can see Pastor but not his face details. She could “see” he is burdened for the church. Wow! I mean I’m sure he is but to be able to “see” it on his face. Wow! She could “see” that one of the guys playing an instrument was truly moved by the worship and was “holding back” tears. Oh to be able to “see” those precious things. I am thankful for the descriptions. I know hearing impaired people put more into reading facial expressions because it conveys true meaning. So if you can hear maybe you look for or “see” different things.

The feedback was interesting. Unless you see me read, you might never realize that I’m not seeing like you. It’s not obvious. Even people who know me well have a tendency to forget. I think the post made a few people appreciate things they take for granted. My cousin who suffered ocular seizures a while back shared one eye is fuzzy, but the other he can see expressions. Another friend said she can see the expressions and hear the emotion in voices. Another friend suggested I use live-streaming on my iPad while at church so I could take a quick look, zoomed in to see. (I’d never do that. Never want to be a distraction to others.) People were encouraging. One mentioned the spiritual “sight” of discernment. I praise God that He has given me that. I guess that brings us to another form of “seeing”.

Spiritual insight and discernment are also ways the Holy Spirit enables us to “see” and test what’s going on around us. I love to tune in to the Holy Spirit and seek His direction on whatever is at hand. I guess because I don’t hear it all and definitely don’t see it all, what I do “get”, I ponder. I’m a deep soul. I think deeply on things and often pray over them. I see people and their personalities at play. I see how we can “walk in the flesh” sometimes unintentionally. We have to ask the Lord to examine our hearts and our lives. We need to ask for forgiveness and make changes to walk surrendered to the Lord. When I notice conflicts, I see personalities and attitudes at play. I see how people approach and deal with issues. I sense spiritual elements at work behind situations. There is so much to see/discern and so much to cover in prayer.

I’ve come to notice that people have no clue what you’re going through. (And that is okay) I personally “stumbled” upon deep empathy years ago. As I was dealing with hearing and vision issues, I became way more sensitive to any need around me I also became sensitive to how people respond to those needs. People are so unique, each with their own story that has molded them into who they are. When you see conflicts, someone withdrawn, etc. think of the underlying issues that might be at work. This type of perspective can bring a healthy peaceful shift in situations. Just something to think about.

Well, that was a “deep dive” and it’s time to come back to the “surface”. I hope you all have a wonderful Labor Day weekend. Be mindful of differences and little things you can do for those around you. Be blessed and better yet, be a blessing!

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What’s your “battle plan”?

Cartoon found on a friend’s social media post.

I was recently scrolling through social media and saw the above picture and it really resonated with me. (There was no photo credit.) Prayer is never a back up plan or plan B in my life. Prayer is THE way I approach each day and many situations. The older I get the more I’m aware that I should never wait for a crisis to begin praying but just go ahead and cover every aspect of life, praying for God’s perfect Will. He sees the full picture, while I just get momentary glimpses. Prayer changes things, not because of any power I possess but because it’s my connection with the One True Living God who holds all power. Life happens and while we don’t know what lies ahead, God does. That said, my “battle plan” for moment by moment life situations is to pray. It can be the simplest call for help,”Lord I need clarity and direction on this” or it can be detailed. Often times I’m praying, “God help me to endure this test” or this social situation. I can’t stress enough how heavily I rely on God for the moment by moment things. As I type this, our elderly dog is barking loudly at a work crew outside. “Lord make her calm down please!”

During my devotion reading this morning, I read that prayer is like a light switch. It connects us to the power source. I seriously need to keep my “switch on” at all times, so it seems. I kid you not. Life and it’s odd timing can seem chaotic at time. For example, as I was finishing my quiet time this morning on the back porch, the work crew showed up and startled our son’s big dog. He accidentally knocked over my Nanny’s beautiful big Christmas cactus, busting the ceramic pot. I guess the devil was on “notice” and began his nasty tactics. I got another plant with a paster pot, dumped the plant and used the pot to repot Nanny’s special cactus. Afterwards I got ready for a friends lunch which was an answer to prayer just to escape the repair work going on around here that sets the dogs off.

I typed the above two days ago but of course life happened so I’m going to finish this blog today. I will also share another story that I have been praying over.I’m not getting into all the details but an opportunity came my way two months ago concerning my memoir Rooted by the water. While I’m not 100% sure if it’s real or a scam, I’ve prayed for clarity. After doing careful research, I smell a fish. Hmm…. We are having a lawyer look it over and will go from there. This morning as I was praying and praising, I said “Lord I praise You either way! I praise You in plenty, I praise You in less, I praise You in the good times and I praise You in the bad times. You alone are our source and future.” Why did I pray this? Because it’s the truth.If the door slams, it’s because God see something ahead we don’t see and is protecting us. He has something even better. So, I praise Him!!!

Let me tell you a few wonderful things. Today is my brother Forrest sixth bone marrow birthday. Six years ago today, God brought healing to his body and he is living proof that God answers prayers! On another note, recently a friend took her sweet dog to the vet because of swollen lymph nodes. They did a biopsy, we prayed and God answered, no cancer! Glory to God! On another note, a girl I went to school with daughter was diagnosed with a rare brain cancer. After enduring a rough radiation treatment schedule she went to the ER. The scans taken of her brain showed new lesions, or at least that’s the report that was given. When she saw her Specialist a couple of weeks later, the reports of the new lesions was wrong. Praise God! God has her in His hands.

Sure, not all prayers turn out favorably the way we want, but God is in control. We can trust God’s Word. Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.”(NLT‬‬) That’s God’s truth! We can stand on His Word and hold it fast as the solid truth! Another scripture to hold on to (and honestly, hold on to them ALL) 1 Peter 5:7, “Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.”( NLT‬) Whatever is worrying you or causing anxiety, give it to God! Let Him work it out in His way on His timetable. He is trustworthy. While I was hoping this proposal with my memoir was real. I have come to realize that my future and hope are in God alone. They might be trying to lure you with the smell or steak, but you can’t hide a fishy smell. Honestly, God has our back and brings revelation. I’m so beyond grateful.

In ending, I’d like to point something out. My website has changed. For a very brief time I had two. My old website is now unlisted. My new website is http://www.shannonkenleyhinson.com you can read my blogs from my website if that suits you best. Just wanted to put that information out for those interested. I hope you all have a blessed Wednesday and the rest of your week is full of joy, strength and peace. Be blessed.

Not just lip service

It’s been 11 days since I last posted a blog. In five years of blogging, I’m not sure if I’ve ever gone that long without sharing something. It wasn’t because I didn’t have anything to share. Last week I started some notes to use but just wan’t “feeling it”. There are times when silence is a good thing. That’s been me lately, just pondering, thinking and praying. As I’ve been studying the book of James in the New Testament of the Bible, the Lord has shown me a few things. I love the book of James. He doesn’t hold back but gets right to the point from the very second and third verses. “Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.”James‬ ‭1‬:‭2‬-‭3‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) (Emphasis mine)

Jame’s starts heavy, doesn’t he? I’ll confess to struggling with struggles. So last week as I continued studying James I took a look inside. Self inventory or assessment. I asked myself, “Is my faith visible?” Do my words (spoken or typed), actions, thoughts, motives…etc are they done in love and obedience to God? Why did I ask myself these things? Because faith is active. It’s done in love and obedience to the Lord. James 2;26 comes to mind: “Just as the body is dead without breath, so also faith is dead without good works.” (NLT‬‬).

I’m in a new season right now that I haven’t been in before. There was a time when I was doing too much: intense Bible study on my own, leading a Bible study (I had to memorize large portions because of my low vision), volunteering, not to mention dealing with vision and hearing limitations and mana going our household. The thing is, when I’m busy I don’t have as much time to “think”. The mind is a battlefield and managing thoughts no small task. Ron said last week, “You look depressed”. I responded, “How can I not be? There are struggles everywhere I turn.” Being in the house so much can be depressing. I felt the Lord gently correct me. You can bloom where you are, be fruitful in the little things. Get out of that pit of despair and do those chores you don’t feel like doing. Be joyful in this time. My timing is perfect. Okay Lord! I hear you!

There was another thing God spoke to my heart about last week. Not taking offense. Surely I’m not the only one. It dawned on me that taking offense can be a form of pride. Hear me out. When we take offense, we think our stance is right. I don’t do that a lot but I do occasionally do that with my husband. For the most part it is due to miscommunication, which by the way is no joke. (If you can hear and communicate well with your spouse, count yourself fortunate.) Sometimes I respond to what I “think” he said. We’ve been doing this thing called married life for 32+ years. In the beginning I looked at it like a game of “Wheel of Fortune”. You know, you get a few letters and you fill in the blanks. Well…. A fun positive spin on life sure does help. So you see, It’s quite human to take offense when you’re constantly misunderstanding something. The Lord had me to apologize and hubby appreciated that.

This morning I went to church with my friend Amy. The worship and the message were so good for my “dry bones”. The worship was soothing and tears began to fall. A good refreshing cleanse. Don’t get me started on the person playing the piano. Oh my goodness. I’ve known him for years and he can bring the most beautiful music out of a piano. The message encouraged me to fight til the finish. 2 Timothy 4:7 says, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, and I have remained faithful.”‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) We must be faithful to keep our eyes on Jesus and not the struggles. Just like James said in the verse towards the beginning of this blog, consider those troubles an opportunity for great joy. Joy? Yes Joy! How? Truly, only by the grace of God. He can help us see struggles from a Heavenly perspective where we are being refined to reflect the image of Jesus. So stay the course. Keep up the good fight. Sometimes I will joke around with my husband when there are struggles. I’m like, “Here we go! Round 5…. Ding ding!“ He just laughs.

I never want my life to be just lip service (or empty words). I want people to see Jesus when they see me in public or in the car or ever at home. While people don’t see those “at home” scenes, God surely does. There is an old worship chorus I remember from years ago. It went like this: Praise you…Praise you… let my life O Lord, Praise you. That’s my hearts desire. As we start a new week tomorrow, let’s remember God is with us. He goes before us, He follows us. He lays His hand of blessing on our heads. (See Psalms 139:5) Stand tall and bloom in those struggles. God gets the glory and that’s where our purpose in life comes in….living for the Glory of God.

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Daily “Manna”

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Back in the Old Testament in the book of Exodus, God sent the hungry Israelites manna from Heaven, every morning as they traveled through the wilderness for 40 years. They were only to gather enough for one day. If they hoarded it, it would rot. In this way God tested their obedience to trust Him to fortify them for each day.

I see some connections with modern day life. While we don’t have physical manna falling from Heaven each morning, we do have God’s Word that we can partake of each and every day to fortify and strengthen us for whatever we face. When I have my quiet times with the Lord in the morning: time in prayer and in scripture, God truly does refresh me This is a discipline I’ve learned that really helps me each day. I often think what an incredible difference it would make in peoples lives if they learned the habit of going to God each morning to be fully equipped for the day. We don’t know what’s coming at us but He sees the full picture.

The last two weeks I’ve been very stressed and drained by life situations. I’ve been struggling with my comprehension again for some reason. I guess I’ll need to go back and start doing auditory exercises again. My low vision has also given me issues lately, thats not to mention people. The thing about people, we are all flawed in some way. No one is perfect, but with my hearing and visual limits it takes a special kind of patience to deal with it. Last Saturday night I broke down and just cried. I explained to my husband, “I am always thinking about everyone else. Making sure everyone else is happy and taken care of, but what about me?” I struggled Saturday trying to understand what everyone was saying around me. There was that, and no notes for several weeks from the church we’ve been visiting, dealing with emails coming through regarding marketing my memoir….. combine it all and it’s just stressful. I finally did talk to my Mom about it. She told me it’s not God’s will for me to be stressed. She’s praying along with me and this week has been much better.

I can relate to the Israelites wandering in the wilderness for 40 years. My life with my visual and hearing limitations poses some obstacles that can seem impossible at times. I must remember that God IS in control. I came across a verse in Joshua 1 this morning: “This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”” Joshua‬ ‭1‬:‭9‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) I was also reminded of another scripture found in Exodus 14: “The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm.”” Exodus‬ ‭14‬:‭14‬ ‭(NLT‬‬)

Do you need these reminders as well? We can trust God. He is faithful. He answers prayers. I’ll be the first to tell you, His timing is not like ours, however it is perfect. He sees the BIG picture and has our best in mind, as a Father watches over his children, so God watches over us.

Learning to trust God’s perfect Will is sometimes hard. About a month ago a scout came across my memoir Rooted by the Water and it was entered into some sort of selection process for “page to screen” with a production company for the inspirational true story category. I had to sign a non-disclosure so I couldn’t say anything. (I was released from that on Monday.) Out of many books I made the top 20, then I made the top 5. Two days ago I heard they have selected another story and I’ve been released from the non-disclosure. I was like, “Okay Lord, this wasn’t Your Will. What’s next?” So I wait for direction on that end. The following verses come to mind: ““My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the Lord. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭55‬:‭8‬-‭9‬ ‭(NLT‬‬)

Where ever you are in life, whatever you are facing, God IS trustworthy and loves us so much. We can rest in Him. When you are beyond stressed and drained by life, step back and just breathe. I do this and it really helps. Breathe, pray, worship the Lord, read the Bible and watch Him work things out in His way. Older worship songs always come to me at these moments. One is with me right now: Breathe by Marie Barnet (1995 Mercy / Vineyard Publishing) Once again the YouTube video isn’t loading. Let me add the link so you can check it out if you’re unfamiliar with it. He will refresh you are you worship along. https://youtu.be/oZhUesUaM98?si=HXoW5SAKBQ9lu3pO

Have a productive and peaceful rest of the week. Stay in prayer and God’s Word. He is faithful always. God bless you all.

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In the “trenches”

Photo from Salt & Light Facebook page.

This blog may take a bit of time to put together. A friend and his wife who are missionaries in Italy, actually sent me the above picture recently and it resonated with me deeply. I decided to follow “Salt & Light” because inspiring messages are always welcome.

I am not one to complain or showcase my struggles but there comes a time when sharing, although uncomfortable, most likely encourages others also in the “trenches” of life. In all honestly, in my 57 years of life, there has always been some struggle. God has always enabled me to bounce back. If you have ever read my memoir Rooted by the Water many of the chapters begin with the metaphor of water stirring, churning, waves forming then the BIG one. It seems God allows the build up of life issues, as not to totally overwhelm. I told my husband Ron recently, I feel like one of those punching toys, where you hit it, it rears back then bounces back up. I told him I feel like those punches come from all sides in life. So when my friend Jack sent me the above I totally got it. I’m often like Elijah saying “Lord, I’ve had enough! I’m done!” But it keeps coming.

Let’s see if I can briefly summarize the “trenches”: communication lapse with just about everyone…. I don’t hear it all and I dont’ see it all either. Whether I’m with hearing people or deaf people I miss something. Hearing people expect me to “get it”… well I don’t always and it’s not my fault. Deaf friends will repeat and help and I so appreciate that. Then there is the vision limitation…. Oh my goodness. “Lord why in the world do I have to deal with this?” I have not been to the eye doctor in years. At last check my vision was 20/400 (what I see at 20 feet, if you have good vision, you can see it from 400 feet. Let that sink in). There is the church issue. I miss my church. We stopped going so my husband could take our son to work. He has to be at work at the exact same time of the interpreted service. Other churches we visit don’t have sign language interpreters. Sometimes notes are sent and sometimes not. There are things with friends too: friends come and friends go, people go through different seasons in life and you feel left behind. It’s no ones fault, it’s just life.

This past Spring I began to try marketing my memoir again. A professor came across my book when looking for books on resilience. He really liked it and reached out, wondering why I have a good rating but not many reviews. I told the Lord, “You enabled me to write this story, the journey you have me on, but I have no clue on the visibility end or the marketing end. You created me to encourage and inspire for a reason. It’s not meant to sit buried online.” So, I hired a “Book Strategist”. I throughly checked the references she gave and everyone spoke highly of her. She seems very knowledgeable and kind, but we’ve hit a “hiccup”. I purchased Tier 3 which would greatly help with visibility. She is now insisting I need a professionally designed website (by her team) in order to fulfill what I pad for. This is not part of our agreement. My son Joshua created a wonderful website with all the features she said my first one lacked. We now need to add my social media links and it should be pretty much finished. She says it’s not enough for a long term career. This is not a career, but more a ministry. She and others think I will write more books. While I would love that and I’m full of ideas, alas… my vision is a real issue.

Now here comes the technology issue. Two days ago I was sent a some forms to fill out. I wanted to do it digitally because it looks more professional. I spent more than four hours trying to fill out these simple forms. More than FOUR HOURS to no avail! It would not work for some reason. The font went back and forth between small and large. The large font wouldn’t fit the line due to being cut off every single time. . It was the most absurd experience. Even Ron tried and it didn’t work for him either. He finally said, just give up. I said, “If I gave up in life I would not be standing here right now.” I finally caved, printed and filled the forms out by hand. My handwriting is not pretty. I have to use a video magnifier to be able to see what I’m writing. I carefully filled it out and Ron took it to get it uploaded for me to send off as an attachment. Guess what? The attachment wouldn’t come through! Seriously?!?! Ron caught me talking to myself and he asked, “What did youn say?” I replied, “I said I can’t do this.” And wow, I never say that! Ron went back to ask what the issue might be and he tried again. It still wouldn’t come through. They finally sent it to our son and he sent it off for me.

It seems like life is a joke at times. The struggle comes from every single side. I’m like “Hello God, I could really use some help down here”. Everyone wants something. Unsolicited advertisements come in all the time and I’m learning to trust no one. I’m the kind of person that aims to be kind and appreciative to all, but there is a fine line when it’s too much. I respond to many of the emails and many comment on how kind and pleasant I am. I try to reflect Jesus. “But Lord, I’m not meant for all these marketing pitches.”

Three days ago I was looking through Bible devotions on the Bible App. There are many plans to choose from on many topics. I found one of “EquipHer’ It talks about the “trenches” in life and how God does not waste these times. Yesterday’s lesson talked about when the trials are a long season. One of the quotes is : Faith is the glue that holds your journey together, even when everything feels fragmented. – Christa Crawford. Faith does not cancel difficulty or deny your exhaustion, it gives you strength and courage to walk through it. (Bible App reading plan. EquipHer Devotional series Volume 27, Day 3)

This devotion has been a breath of fresh air for a weary soul. Yes, I was already aware of these truths, but reminders are so helpful. Even the people closest to me don’t realize the struggles, I don’t complain. Ron is probably the only one that sees it. (Most of it) But God sees it all! He knows and he equips. This season is some sort of training for what lies ahead. All I can do is “be still and know He is God”, take some deep breaths, dig my heels in and steady myself with the deep roots of faith that have gone deep over many years of struggle. God’s got this!

Today I’m heading out for a refreshing time with good friends. Lunch, time by the pool and laughter is just what I need. Thankful for this “break” in life. If you too are struggling and can’t seem to catch a break, know that God doesn’t waste these “life trenches” He is training you because He knows you will rise up to declare His glory. Hang in there. I’m hanging with you!!🙏🤟🏼

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Bearing Fruit

My friend Tris sharing the love of Jesus with precious children. (I don’t know who took the picture)

It’s that time of year when fresh fruit is abundant. We just came through strawberry season and now it’s time for peaches and blueberries. I saw a friend post today that their blueberry bushes are ripe for picking. I’ll need to see if Ron will take me over to pick some. Picking fresh fruit is a fun experience, especially when you have low vision like me and have to practically get in the bush to see the berries.

While I love fresh fruit, it’s not what prompted me to this topic. Spiritual fruit is actually what’s on my mind. My devotion this morning was on fruitfulness. It pointed out that not all our fruit is something we see. The fruits we see are possibly the patience and tenderness we have developed over time. It could also be the fruit of a kind heart and long suffering, as you learn to lean into all God has for you and His strength. The devotion also pointed out that some fruit we don’t see, as in legacy. It spoke of seeds planted in children and grandchildren, that reaches far into life after we are gone. I was keenly aware of that type of fruitfulness today as I attended a celebration of life for a friend gone too soon. My friend Trish passed away a little over a week ago from pancreatic cancer at the age of 66. She was not an ordinary woman. She was a humble woman of God, an amazing submissive Godly wife, incredible mom and grandma to over 20 grandchildren. I had never met anyone like her. She lived to love and serve the Lord, her husband Billy, her children, grandchildren, church and community. She and her husband have ministered to people in need all over through their ministry “Hearts Secured Ministry”. She was definitely a Proverbs 31 woman. Listen to these verses. “An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life.”Proverbs‬ ‭31‬:‭10‬-‭12‬ ‭(ESV‬‬)

Last night my husband Ron and I went to the visitation; her family lined the fromt of the church. Grandkids lined up on the right, followed by Billy in the middle and all their grown kids on his left side. It was a beautiful sight. As it was Ron and my turn to greet Billy, we hugged him and he sobbed. Trish had been by his side for so many year.s. An extraordinary wife. We comforted and prayed over him then moved along to his grown children. Today as my Mom and I attended the funeral, it was her many seeds of love, prayers, kindness and service showing the fruit of the many “seeds” planted over the course of her life. Provers 31:28 came to mind: “Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:” (ESV‬‬) Some of her grown children spoke, some of the grandchildren spoke, several friends, three Pastors and Billy himself. I’ve never seen a big strong man like Billy cry like that. The grown children and grandchild too. That is a strong testament to the legacy of fruitfulness from seeds she has sown during her life. She was and is so loved by so many. Billy gave an altar call at the end of her service and people responded. I know Trish was smiling down from Heaven.

This is fruit I want to produce as well. We should all aim to serve the Lord in every relationship, role, ministry opportunity…. Where ever God plants us… we should aim to bear fruit for His glory. Trish did that! She was loving, gentle, kind, a hard worker alongside her husband. I’m honored to have known her and called her my friend.

Where ever you are in life, you too can bear much fruit for the glory of God. Even in the tough seasons, you can bloom and be fruitful. Maybe sharing your struggles with another person struggling will help them know they aren’t alone. I have attempted to do this for the past five years of blogging. I have no clue the seeds planted from my blog, but I just share what God puts on my heart. He will direct readers to see what is needed. It’s an honor to share and encourage. Trish would read my blogs at items and encourage me. She was a true Angel and will be so missed.

Where ever you are in life, keep blooming and bearing fruit. Some of that fruit is seen now but much will be revealed later through your legacy. Make it impactful with a loving, serving, forgiving and resilient heart.

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Times of refreshing

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It’s officially summer here in upstate South Carolina and it’s already been hot. This year our grass has looked better than it ever has but, yes there is a but, with the heat and little rain it’s starting to turn brown. The last three days we have had short periods of rain and it has been so refreshing. It not only cools things off a bit, but provides much needed hydration. I love the short periods of rain.

Today I not only got the short rainfall but also a much needed spiritual rain. You might wonder what I mean. Let me explain life a bit. While there are many solid Christian churches around here, I only know of one with sign language interpreters for the hearing impaired. One!! Today I got to go “home” to that one and it was refreshing to my soul. My husband and I got married in that church 32 years ago. It will always be “home” to me. Life has us in a different season right now where we can’t make it to the service that is interpreted but today I went with a friend. Oh the joy of worshipping among friends that are like family. The joy of understanding the message in a way that I could gleam from.

While I greatly appreciate notes from Pastors of churches we have gone to, it’s not the same as understanding. Being a part of worship, where I can actually participate is so refreshing. I love to worship the Lord and know many worship songs, both old and new. Being both hearing and visually impaired, I can’t see lyrics on a screen even if I’m on the first row. So worship through sign language is a huge blessing. My friend told me to go again with her sometime and my husband encouraged me to go as well. He can hear and see so he doesn’t have the comprehension issues.

For anyone in ministry, I highly encourage you to provide services for the hearing impaired where they can fully participate in the service, receiving of the Word of God and worship. Because of language barriers many deaf people do not know Jesus. Many churches send teams for mission work when there might be mission work right under your roof. Just saying. While I always appreciate any kindness, any notes or assistance, it honestly is truly refreshing to fully be able to participate. I’m so thankful for this church and the hearing impaired family there. The interpreters are like family. Such an amazing blessing to all who enters their doors or watch online. You can check them out at http://www.centralnc.org

I pray you too have times of refreshing coming your way. The daily grind of life can wear us down, but time in prayer, God’s Word and worship brings rest to our hearts and makes the burdens lighter. Have a blessed week.

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What it means to “Abide”

When I think of “abide” I envision the Angel Oak Tree on James Island in South Carolina.

What does “abide” mean to you? Even though I know what it means to abide, I asked “Siri” out of curiosity to see what it said. Here are the 3 meanings I saw: 1)Accept or act in accordance with. 2) Be able to tolerate. 3) Continue without fading or being lost. So how does this relate to our daily lives? As a Christian I am called to abide in Christ. John 15:4- 5 says, “Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. (NKJV‬‬)

I see these verses so actively present in my daily life. To apply the definition to life I “accept and act in accordance” by choosing God every single day. Joshua 24:15 says, “But if you refuse to serve the Lord, then choose today whom you will serve. Would you prefer the gods your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates? Or will it be the gods of the Amorites in whose land you now live? But as for me and my family, we will serve the Lord.” (NLT‬‬) (emphasis added) Everyday we can choose Jesus. In the things I say, do, write etc. I can make a choice to glorify God in those things. Recently I had a Literary Agent ask if I only wrote for a Christian audience. I responded, “Anyone can enjoy and relate to my writings. While I don’t write primarily for Christians, my faith in Christ is so deeply rooted in me that it shows up in some form”. She respected my answer. I must abide, apart from Jesus I am nothing.

Another aspect of the abide definition is to be able to tolerate. Let’s think on this for a minute. As long as I’m “connected” to Christ, I can withstand what may come. Why? He is the source of my strength. When I reach the end of myself (being pulled by all sides from people. Having peoples expectations that I can’t meet etc.), His roots run deep to fortify what I lack. Trust me, I lack a Lot, however Jesus enables me to continue standing (to tolerate) and gently teaches me to “Be still” and let Him work it out.

The third part of the definition is to continue without fading or being lost. This I can so relate to. How can we do this? We can continue growing with resilience as we “let go” of things that we are holding on to. Sometimes I “hold on” to things that aren’t in themselves bad but God has something else in mind for me to experience. In order to move on, we sometimes must “let go” and move forward in faith. I recently stepped back from the homeless ministry we have been involved in for a couple of year.s. It was amazing and stretched me in incredible ways. I was honored to be asked to share the devotion each week. That stretched me in ways I can’t explain. The preparation was time consuming but I learned transparency in front of people, to be able to share my weaknesses and how God works through those things. (If you are reading this blog and have never head about my experience, I live with vision and hearing limitations.) It was time to step back and see where God leads. I believe there is confirmation in this decision because for the last two weeks during the time I would usually be ministering with the homeless, God has had me minister to a friend with dementia who has been showing up at our house. I’m open and listening to see where God directs.

Back when I released my memoir “Rooted by the Water”, Jeremiah 17:7-9 was instrumental to the title I chose for my book. Jeremiah 17:7-9 says, ““Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, And whose hope is the Lord. For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters, Which spreads out its roots by the river, And will not fear when heat comes; But its leaf will be green, And will not be anxious in the year of drought, Nor will cease from yielding fruit.” (NKJV) This is such a beautiful metaphor of a life of resilience, abiding in faith in Christ. That is my daily goal in life, to be deeply rooted and sustained by Jesus.

We can’t see what’s coming and are often blown from all sides by life, but when we are abiding in Christ, deeply rooted in God’s Word, we can withstand what may come. It’s a life of faith. Indeed the abundant life is walking by faith not by sight. So we press on to continue on this journey, rooted in all God calls us to be.

Be encouraged to abide in Christ. He is always faithful and always there. Be blessed. Check out my new website my son Joshua created for me.
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Don’t despise “small things”

I’m sitting here on the porch this morning working on the devotion to share with the homeless ministry later on today. I find it so amazing how God brings these topics and scripture to me that are just as much for me as they are for the precious people who will hear it later. Today I’m going to teach on not despising the small things or small beginnings in our lives. That can surely apply to anyone.

We all have those day, weeks and even seasons when thins seems so small and progress seems so slow. You know, “two steps forwards, three steps back”. These times can feel very frustrating and we can often wonder, “Lord, how is this going to play out?” The Old Testament prophet Zechariah could probably relate. He was a post – exile prophet.

Here’s a bit of history in a “nutshell”. King Nebuchadnezzar of Babylon conquered Israel and sent the people into exile for approximately 70 years. During that time King Solomon’s magnificent Temple of the Lord was plundered and burned to the ground. Later the King of Persia defeated Babylon and he allowed the people of Israel to return to Jerusalem to rebuild. So the people of Israel returned to Jerusalem and began the process of rebuilding the temple. However what was coming up was nothing compared to the former glory of King Solomons temple. The progress was slow with limited resources and incomplete walls. It was unimpressive and likely discouraging. However God sent a strong message to Zechariah through a vision. Zechariah 4:10 says,“Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin, to see the plumb line in Zerubbabel’s hand.” (The seven lamps represent the eyes of the Lord that search all around the world.)”‬ ‭(NLT‬‬) So you see, God rejoices in small beginnings, in the work in progress. We need to do the same.

We can often feel frustrated with small beginnings and small things in our lives because it exposed our impatience. People are driven to see results. We want to see impact and often times get discouraged with slow progress. However God rejoices in our faithfulness and the work in progress. We must stay the course and keep looking to God for guidance.

One thing about people, we must look up to God for direction and validation. When we look around, we become distracted and discouraged by comparing ourselves to others. The world and culture are always telling us what our lives “should look like” or how we “should look”, what we “should be wearing, driving and doing”. It’s all distraction that deflated your peace and joy. Keep looking to God for direction. Proverbs 16:9 says, “The heart of a man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. (NKJV)

Many people try to do things in their own strength, possibly out of a sense of pride. I’ve done this before by saying “I can do it myself, thank you.” Can you hear the sassy? Been there, done that. Just being honest. There are many things I can’t do because of my hearing and visual imitations. The things I can do, I like to do myself. God has worked with me on this and I am much better. God wants us to rely on His strength not our own. Philippians 4:13 says, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (That is from memory. Not sure which translation). I also came across a verse in Zechariah that I love. “Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts.”
‭‭Zechariah‬ ‭4‬:‭6‬ ‭(ESV). I really have to take these scriptures to heart and let them sink deep within. Here’s a little testimony for you. When I signed up to help with the homeless ministry, I signed up with a friend who could help me understand through sign language. Yes, I can understand some with my cochlear implant but it depends on the situation and when you add my low vision to the mix, it is challenging. Well, right now my friend is out of town so I’ve been cooking the rice and beans and also teaching the devotion. Last week two ladies at the shelter approached me with health issues. One I could partially understand. The second lady I had great difficulty understanding. I asked her name and she pointed to her name tag, but with my low vision, I couldn’t see it. I explained that I couldn’t see her name tag, and I equally couldn’t understand her prayer request. However, I told her, “God knows your name and He knows exactly what you need, so let’s pray together and ask Him to meet your need”. I prayed with her and have to release it into the Lord’s care. I often wonder, “Lord, you know I can’t see that well and you know I have great difficulty understanding, why am I here doing this?” His answer seems pretty apparent, “It’s Him, not me” Not by my might, or my power, or special talent etc, but “By my Spirit says the Lord of Hosts”. From a human perspective it’s an uncomfortable place to be, but from a spiritual perspective it’s the best place to be…. Fully relying on God not on myself.

I will wrap this blog up with one last scripture: Philippians 1:6 says, “And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.” (ESV) Did you see that? It’s a “good” work and He will bring it to completion. God finishes what He starts. Let me encourage you to “stay the course”. Keep looking to Jesus in all things. He’s for you!!

Be blessed!

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Hindsight is SO interesting

Tomorrow May 13, 2026, marks five years ago that I published my autobiography Rooted by the Water through Westbow Press. In hindsight, I shake my head in wonder, not at myself but at how awesome God is. As I look back at the writing process and publishing journey I am in awe of God. He enabled me to put into writing this unique journey He has me living with visual and hearing limitations. The resilience and grace He enables me to live out on a daily basis blows my mind. I remember writing my book with the font greatly enlarged on our computer. I mean seriously, it was like “pencils” it was enlarged so big. It is very hard for me to see the difference between comas and periods and I did most of my own editing. When I submitted the manuscript to Westbow Press, I was informed that I had used some strong language. I thought, “What in the world are they talking about? There is no bad language in my story!” Turned out the “strong:” language was using the world CRAZY! Seriously!!! They wanted me to go in and make changes to the word “crazy”. I can’t make this stuff up! I was like, “Can you give me a hint where it is in the book? You realized I’m visually impaired!” Somehow with God’s help, I got the changes made and submitted for publishing. It was indeed a journey and I’m so thankful God walked me through it. It’s His story as my life is lived out for His glory. It’s always been my desire to encourage others to not give up, to keep looking to Jesus for help. All of my help comes from the Lord! I could never live this life in my own strength.

After publishing my book in 2021, I realized that my story did not end there. Life continues and I continue to navigate life’s “waves”. It’s a never ending adventure, so my blog was born a couple of months later in the summer of 2021. I faithfully share my life and what God is teaching me. There are hundreds of posts available to read and be encouraged by. One thing that brings me great joy is pouring into others. God pours into me and I must share what He gives. One very interesting thing is to see the countries around the world that see my blog. It’s become a ministry that obviously is read on the other side of the world. Today there are views in Hong Kong, Singapore, Belgium to name a few. I just shake my head in wonder. I’m not saying I have MANY views but they trickle in and I often think, “What in the world.” I am a humble person, never thinking more highly of myself than I should. I know without doubt it’s God who has enabled me and not myself. I’m just trying to be obedient.

Something interesting occurred a couple of months ago. I got an email from a Professor who happens to be an Israeli historian. It was the oddest thing. He had done a search on the word resilience and that’s how he discovered my book. He asked me what I had done to market it because he felt it should have more reviews. I was completely honest. I had done nothing to market my book. I am an encourager, a prayer warrior but I don’t know anything about marketing a book. He encouraged me to ask authors I know how they market their books. He also shared that he too had been in my situation when he had written books in the past. He shared the person who did his own book strategy planning. I reached out to her a while back and she has been a joy to work with so far. I’ve been very hesitant to share any of this because it’s hard to trust people. I get scam e mail daily regarding my book. I have prayed through this process and it’s definitely an exercise of faith. I told her that I would love to reach more people, to encourage and share my faith. I haven’t held back one bit on sharing my faith in Jesus and even told her I was praying for guidance for her as she works on my project. We will see where this goes. If nothing more, I’ve touched one more soul for Jesus.

If you haven’t yet read Rooted by the Water check it out. You can scan below to see how to purchase. It is my life story, insights I’ve learned, wisdom gleamed through the struggles and encouragement to bloom where you’re planted. There are moments of humor, much transparency and even some raw moments. God is so incredibly faithful and my hearts desire is to bring glory to His name. I would be honored if you would write a review if it touches your heart.

If you go to my website http://www.shannonkhinson.com you can find all of my blog posts from the menu in the upper right hand corner. The website itself is a work in progress. I’m beyond thankful for the journey and for the Lord’s guidance every step of the way.

Be blessed and BLOOM where you’re planted.