October is Blindness Awareness Month

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I recently discovered that it’s blindness awareness month. It aims to promote education, advocacy and how to include people who are blind or have low vision. According to the Center for Disease Control and Prevention about 1 million Americans live with total or legal blindness. Many people have visual problems correctable by glasses or contact lenses. Others vision cannot be corrected. I fall in that category. I was born with a birth defect affecting both of my optic nerves. They are way smaller than most peoples optic nerves. Later I was diagnosed with optic atrophy. While I did look up the statistics for various visual limitations both in the United States and worldwide, I won’t bore you with that information. However if you are interested just do a quick Google search.

I would like to explain the difference between being blind and legally blind. Blindness is a general medical term describing severe reduction in vision or complete vision loss. Total blindness refers to those with no light and form perception, where everything appears dark. Legally blind is more of a legal term to measure severe vision loss. It refers to people whose corrected visual acuity in their best eye is 20/200 or worse. My vision is 20/400. What that means if you compare my vision with someone with 20/20 vision (perfect vision) What I see from 20 feet, you can see from 400 feet.

The major causes of vision loss are; cataracts Glaucoma, age-related macular degeneration, diabetic retinopathy and uncorrected refractive errors. Refractive errors can be corrected with glasses and contact lens. Cataracts refers to the clouding of the eyes natural lens causing blurry vision and dimness. This is the leading cause of blindness worldwide. ( https://ophthalmology.wustl.edu/understanding-the-leading-causes-of-blindness/ )

I personally never knew anything about blindness until I experienced it. (Add to that my hearing problem, and it can be a bit much at times.) I always thought that someone who is blind could seeing nothing at all. In reality the severity of vision loss ranges quite a bit. For me, I don’t have blurry vision but I don’t see it all. I guess the “layman’s” version would go something like this. With my optic nerves so small not enough stimulus gets through to tell my brain all that I’m looking at. I get parts but not all. I see people, trees, flowers, animals as long as they are a good size. Details can be very troubling. The smaller it is, the harder it is for me to see. Corrective lens do not help me at all. I have a video magnifying machine that enlarges whatever I put under it. My iPad is a favorite for zooming in large so I can see what I’m looking at. E-books are delightful. I love reading and can enlarge the e-book to a font I can see. Unfortunately, I can’t drive. Thank God for family and friends to help me get where I need to go. Shopping is not the best experience. Seeing prices is impossible without using some device to make it larger. It’s also difficult to see the selection and sizes. Do I let my limitations stop me? Not really. If you see me in the grocery store, you will likely see my iPad out. I use it to zoom in and “see” what I’m looking for. I find many things by memorization, color, packaging etc. Where there’s a will, there’s a way. Being able to feel things is also helpful; such as a keyboard I can feel or garage code pad I can feel.

There are ways to help when you see someone struggling to see. You can offer assistance. Speak directly to the visually impaired person. Introducing yourself. Ask before helping. You can offer your elbow or arm, if they want a guide. Be descriptive with directions. If you’re in a group and sharing photos on your phone, don’t assume they aren’t interested. You can zoom the photo and even describe what’s in the photo. If the blind person has a “guide dog” never interact with the dog while it is working. For me, I have depth perception issues, especially on uneven surfaces. Stairs are tricky. Going up I’m fine, going down, I must be careful.

With physical vision we are different, but with spiritual vision we are in the same boat. No one knows what tomorrow holds. We must walk by faith. I’ve always loved the Bible verse found in 2 Corinthians 5:7, “For we walk by faith, not by sight. (NKJV‬‬). It’s human nature to depend on our senses. However as a believe in Jesus Christ, we must trust God in our everyday lives and decision making. Walking by faith is an active daily practice.

I hope this blog sheds some light on those you may encounter with visual limitations. Advocacy provides knowledge which can provide an understanding of how to be helpful to those around you. A good rule of thumb is to try putting yourself in the other persons shoes. What must it be like to live with their differences? Empathy goes a long way in blessing those around us.

Be blessed as you continue in your week.

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Finally saw CODA

If you read my blog, bear with me as I go off course for this one. Since the movie CODA came out in 2021, I have wanted to see it but we don’t have Apple TV. My husband Ron signed us up for a free three month trial of Apple TV just so I could watch this movie. If you have not seen it, I highly recommend it although it does have a few crude scenes.

Truth be told, I rarely watch anything on TV. With my hearing and vision loss issues it’s just usually not worth the time. A few weeks ago I did “humor” my husband by watching a few episodes of a show on Netflix, but after three straight episodes, I had enough. I can’t see well enough to read the caption and can’t her well enough to hear the story line. I could sort of follow the story but Ron had to give me some clues to “what was what”.

Ron was meeting up with some friends tonight so I asked him if he would set it up for me to watch while he’s out. Another confession, I put the recliner right “smack dab” in from of the tv so I could see it. Do you see the picture above? That’s how close I sat and even from that close I can’t read the close captioning.

CODA stands for children of deaf adults. At least half the dialogue is sign language but it’s captioned so hearing people can understand. It’s about a deaf fishing family but there is one hearing daughter. Warning, there is some crudeness but such a beautiful story line. I cried in several scenes.

After I finished watching it a deaf friend texted me. I told her I had just watched the movie and it was like us but flipped. Instead of being the only hearing person in our families, we are the only deaf ones. And you can throw in my “double whammy” with being legally blind too. 😜

Watching the movie was slightly frustrating simply because I couldn’t see all the signs. I stood right in front of the tv, even closer than the recliner, to try to see what the characters were signing. I have to be kind of close to read sign language. The parts that I missed that were captioned, I tried to watch reading the caption CLOSE UP. So I sat, then stood close, then closer for captions, over and over throughout the movie. Now you know why I don’t watch tv. The movie was very moving though.

If you have a deaf person in your family, I recommend watching CODA to see things from their perspective but with the roles flipped. I could share more elements so you could see what it’s like with the added low vision angle. It’s sort of like being the odd one out. With a group of hearing people I am totally lost in understanding. In being with a group of deaf friends, I have to be pretty close to see what they are signing. Welcome to my unique world. It is what it is.

No pity parties here. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I am resilient in many ways. I fall down, I get back up. I am always ok because It’s not about me. It’s about giving glory to God in the struggles and seeing Him pour strength in when it’s overwhelming. One day God will heal me. That might be when I reach Heaven.Through it all, I press on towards the prize to which God is calling.

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